We're planning on finally attending a community group this week with our church, and I'm really looking forward to that. I went with Andrew yesterday while he auditioned to help out with the music (he was awesome, by the way), and we had a chance to meet just a couple of people who were so nice. I can't wait to build a connection with more of them. Still, I can feel a very real hesitation in me to branch out and make friends. It's always been challenging for me to meet new people, and the idea of going through the process of doing so just to get up and leave them in a little while seems...well, lame, to say the least. But I also can't sit here and shell up, waiting for a time when we know we'll be stationed in a place for whatever length would satisfy me and seem "worth it" (3 years? 4? 5?). And I know that fellowship is just SO crucial to helping us grow in our faith. So I'm excited to reach out and see who God does or doesn't put into our lives, whether it's just for a little while or forever.
Already since we've been back I've redecorated the front porch with a definite splurge wreath that I'm in love with, so I'll be back to share pictures of that. And yes, I still plan on giving the house "tour", so hopefully I can do that this week as well.
I hope the first month of 2011 has been a great one for everyone!
I am having a really hard time finding friends here, too. I had this image of military bases that was semi-influenced (ok, fully) by the wife scene in We Were Soldiers. Needless to say, I haven't found that yet. It's definitely frustrating and humbling, and I completely understand why you're holding back. I'll be praying you find a great group of friends!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the prayers, Valerie! I think we're starting to get a little more settled with meeting people here, and I hope you're finding that too :)
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